I am a 100% Discreet Secret Crossdresser who is bi curious, and seeking a secret friend who would appreciate the secret intimate company of a crossdresser. You MUST be 100% DISCREET – HUSH, HUSH. It will be our secret forever! Ok, so this is the situation, to the world at large I am just an ordinary guy pushing 50 ish; but unknown to all I have this secret side and desire to dress up in sexy lingerie and make up trying to make myself look as passible as a woman as possible and embrace my feminine side by taking on a complete fem persona. Basically kinda like role playing that I am a Hot Sexy Slut Cum . Yeah, you get the idea with that I’m sure. It has been taking me a while to put together a new outfit. It has been a long time since I explored my bi-curiosity. I have had some limited experiences that have been more experimental than passionate. As such, I feel like I missed out and now want to experience passion... kissing ... sucking.... fucking.... Nothing painful, no degradation.. just passion. Basically my initial idea has been to dress up in a hotel room before anyone sees what I look like undressed. I’m pretty sure that when I’m dressed that no one would recognize me again if they saw me walking down the street. That is the way I want it, and how it needs to be to keep this desire a secret. The bad thing about that idea is they don't allow smoking anymore in the rooms and I don't want to go outside dressed in drag just to have a cigarette. Although, holiday inn express has some private balconies facing the woods in back that would work, but the prices seem high at the moment too. I am not able to host or travel. I wear a wig, nylons, lingeries, corset...a lot of stuff hun. It takes me at least 3 hours to get dressed. I'm still quite the amateur.so, Are you located nearby? Can you host? Can you keep a secret?